eeeeek!!! i feel like running around and pulling all my hair out. I have never wanted a job so much in my life....and tmw at 1pm it will all be determined. i'm praying that i have a kick-ass interview and mr. you know who thinks i'm fabulous and decides i'm the only one for the position. let's hope he gives me a lot of money too :)

i've resisted getting a j-o-b for so long.. and i'm really tired of driving all over for 2/3 hours here and there trying to get enough hours. i'm over it. i want a regular paycheck, a regular commute and benefits... tired of trying to do things differently/going against the grain. think i'm finally growing up :) here's to me getting that manager job tmw!

took my new laptop to work for the first time in my fancy new chrome messenger bag (not a laptop bag... no padding..can we say dumbass?!) and well it fell on the sidewalk and nowthe laptop is dented and the cd player is not loading correctly! ACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and, the only reason I dropped it is because my damn hand isn't strong enough because of all my nerve problems. SOOOO irritated.. i've been so careful with it... treated it like it's my freakin child. :(
Sad, sad day!

bringing home dinner unasked and making a run to 7/11 for ice cream when the girlfriend has a craving.

i decided i need more music.... i guess what i actually need is access to the music i already have, so i am beginning the all-consuming digitizing project.
my goal is a few cds each day and i should be done around january next year. ha!

all my ani difranco music disappeared when the laptop was stolen in the neighborhood carjacking heist and i haven't had a chance to download anything until today. i have really really missed her. in fact, she is one of the first musicians i've developed a bit of an obsession about since i was a kid.

there is just something about her music...it is absolutely amazing...it reaches down to the core of my being and awakens something primal... the rawness of the lyric/tone/voice blending together is art at its finest. she is brilliant and i'm so happy i get to listen to her til my little heart's content.

interesting....so much has changed in the last couple years.. then again, if you take a look around my life, it seems nothing is different. working on a saturday. going to a cpsoa event tonight to watch the most amazing kids on the planet.