i was doing so well...

and then i got busy again...and i wrecked my car. apparently, not only do i need to live in a plastic bubble because i'm allergic to everything, i also need to wear a helmet and cover the bubble in yellow caution tape.

according to some trusted sources, my askew hormones are causing all this insanity. pms hits and i lose all sense of where my body is in space. i trip over everything, i hit my head so hard it gives me concussions and now i get in car accidents.. and conveniently?? the accidents occur exactly 1 month apart. guess it's time to visit the doc AGAIN. need to find a new endocrinologist... tired of driving down to laguna every time i need her. i was afraid i was going to have to convince my body to fix itself since i'd have to stop all medication and doc visits when i received my most recent bills totaling almost $4000 for 3 visits to the ENT, an allergy panel and a CT scan. my asthma medication went from $35 to $200 when i used up my $1000/year prescription allotment. since i spend over $200/month on prescriptions i only have coverage for 4 months. beyond ridiculous!! luckily, i qualify for partner benefits under my lovely and i think they begin today!! i can't even begin to express how exciting that is, and how deeply saddening and disgusting that i live in one of the only countries in the world that won't provide socialized health care... enough ranting. i'm so tired of writing about my damn health or lack thereof... hopefully i'll get all this straightened out eventually and i can actually spend time writing about something interesting.